Winter is a strange season…

It is more than being intensely cold..

Changes me without valid reason

into a hesitant person far less bold..

Confidence in myself is hiding somewhere..

I become a dithering, doddering fool!

Perchance summer hibernates there

in plain sight, waiting for it’s return to rule..

Meanwhile I’m really struggling , plodding along,

making choices that exposes me as woefully

pathetic , not strong..

Everything is,opaque , rather foggy, so wrong!

Therefore I hardly survive , cannot wait to see

the return of summer and the real , vibrant me!