I waste so many days

walking through distant,ancient memories

in a thousand different ways..

Reliving, thinking of old stories

that happened in my long ago life.

Am l losing remnants of my mind?

Why revisit these times of strive

when peace, happiness is all I want to find?

Perhaps I was mever meant to be

contend, even happy in this place..

Maybe by the time death comes I will be free

in another world, new, exciting space?

So again l ask, why return to unpleasant

incidents rather than enjoy the more tranquil present?