I push my thoughts into another direction..
I don’t want you always on my mind,
dare not feel this illicit, hopeless passion..
When will I see you, if ever again?
It’s such a cliche, yet a universal question..
For me it is useless, brings only poignant pain..
How on earth can it happen, this intense connection?
Or is it just I loving, longing in vain?
I saw it in your eyes when we met..
It was perchance, but forever I know..
You live so far away, in another country and yet:
We cannot forget,it is impossible to let go.
So as we both become older
I only turn sadder, so much lonelier..