Why do I waste so many days

Walking through distant, old memories

in a thousand different ways?

Reliving, thinking of old stories

that happened in my long ago life..

Am I losing remnants of my mind

While revisiting those times of strife?

Peace, warm happiness are all I want to find..

Perhaps I was never meant to be

content, or happy in this place.

Perhaps only as death comes will I be free

in another world, forever glorious space!

So again I drift into the unpleasant;

not enjoying the peaceful present..